In Memory of my Angels

ANGELS

In memory of my 2 angels in heaven.

Caitlyn Jade Redmond April 26,1999

Joseph Bryan Redmond Jr. August 21,1999

Letter from the Unborn

Mommy How I love you so

even though I'll never know

what it's like to hold your hand

but it was in god's ultimate plan.

Even though we are apart

I was yours from the start

God, Just used me in a different way

but we'll be back together one day.

Lent to you for awhile

I was yours for a trial

But there were other plans for me

and life with you was not meant to be.

I will always be your's

even though I am behind heaven's doors

you would be so proud of me

for I am an angel flying free

Everytime you cry a tear

Know that I am very near

I love you mom with all my heart

Even though we are kept are apart.

by:Jeni Redmond

In loving memory of my angels.

My Story

Hi my name is Jeni, I am 25 years old. My husband and I have been married for six years and we decided right away that we wanted to have children. Unfortunately that is not what happened. We tried for almost 4 years to get pregnant without any sucess. Finally I went to the Dr. and started some infertility workup, but unfortunately my insurance didn't cover this type of work so I had to stop after just a few short tests, which of all came back okay. That was in December and I ecstatic when in April I found out I was pregnant. I was almost two months along and I was so happy. I just knew it was a girl. I picked out the nursery, and I was so excited. Of course I was premature in making plans so early as I miscarried on April 26th. It was one of the most painful experiences I have ever been through. Well the Dr's told me it was probably just something wrong with the baby, to wait three months and try again. So that is what we did. On July 26 I found out I was pregnant again. I didn't completely wait for the full three months but the doctor had given me the go ahead. I was so happy but much more cautious. I felt it was a boy, but I did not plan as I had before. I lost my second baby on August 21st. Now at a year and 8 months later I have had no further luck concieving. I did undergo some infertility work up that showed I am not ovulating. I want everyone to know I know how much it hurts to lose your baby to miscarraige and how very frustrating it is trying to concieve. We can only hope that one day it will happen for us. Please feel free to contact me if you would like to talk.

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